My love life is extremely complicated...I love him and he acts like he cares about me...but then whenever i try to get closer to him...he does nothing...We're not suppossed to b together either, both our families and our friends would deny us if we ever were together. He's a mystery and has a gf but continues to stare at me and ignore her. My friend says he gives me looks like he loves me but at times i doubt that. We are not friends but im strangely attracted to him more than any other guy, even if the other guy's hotter and has a better personality. He wants to b popular but im an outcast. I've tried to become his friend but he denied me, yet whenever i accidently hurt myself he has a horrified expression and looks like he truly cares. He used to follow me sometimes, but not anymore...maybe whatever i was to him died in his mind...His family strongly hates me for unknown reasons and my family just semi dislikes him. He's made me cry a lot....but then the next day he'll make me happy with something...maybe im just a sad, pathetic, oversensitive girl..well yea i probably am...ha i turned out to b evrything i told myself i wouldnt b when i was little. If I tried my methods with him on any other guy, they would be inlove with me now and ive tried everything to get closer to him and try to be his friend but it never works...i give up....for good....